A new day? haha Maybe..

Hi what up? Yeah Mid years results are back and they are pretty bad hehheh.
Mid Year Results:

Poa: 58.5/100 C5
English:  60/100 B4
Maths: 48/100 D7 ( ARGH)
Chinese: 50++/100
DnT: 33/100
Sci: not sure but confirm a F9
Humanities: F9 for sure

That is all i guess not very sure yet so yeah XD.

Alright lets move on so Chinese O levels are coming and there are mock exams. 12 mock exams papers and i just done 4 of them. Got the first 2 papers back adding them together i passed according to the result pinned up by the teachers. Was i happy? HELL YEAH. Guess how i did the paper? For paper 1 i done halfway and i fell asleep. Seriously! When i woke up i still have 30 mins left. Normally i will be like FUCK not enough time but i was like oh ok 30 min more then enough. Paper 2 i was also half dead so i finish up as fast as possible and go back to sleep. I was hell lucky to pass this mock paper. Very very lucky indeed. I wonder will i fail today paper? hmm not sure.

Now that is out of the way lets talk about my mind then. It been a long time since i ever let my thought flow out and having it typed out in this blog of mine. First of all the chat box will be back dun worry haha sooner or later i will put it up. Next, Goals my goals for the year lets set them and try to achieve them.

Goals-

1. Do well in studies = O Levels all As and Prelims
2. Do well in my Japanese ( I hope i am able to cope with it )
3. Learn the Keyboard and Guitar and be able to play them well.
4. Be able to run a marathon?
5. Finish a 3000 pieces Jigsaw puzzle by myself.

Well that should be all for now. I shall add in more when i want.

Next up. My Feelings, Thoughts and Life.

Feelings.... how i detest them haha. Why? So didn't i tell you i confessed to a girl that i like for a long time? Yeah. This feeling have been going on and off. It is pissing me off! I can like her and feel normal the next day but somehow i can't look at her. My friends have been saying that she doesn't look that nice but some how as if she has a aura that attracts me. I still like her? Do i? I am so confused. This paragraph may be confusing because i am still confuse. My mind is jumping around so much. Why do i have this thoughts? Because of dreams. How? let me explain. I dream of her before and in previous dreams it is only me and her and i am with her but now in my dreams she is happy with some other guy. So as i wake up to this dream i thought about is this a sign saying i don't like her? I remember that she was smiling so much in that dream. Right now i don't really want to care about who she likes anymore. Does she likes me? Fuck it who cares? As long as she is happy and smiling, i won't mind. I will be happy for her. Also people say self pity turn girls off.. hmm maybe. Well i am still not good enough for her. I am too much of a flirt, selfish, vulgar and arrogant. Tell me who will like a fucking lazy asshole that hates almost everything in the world? If you do tell me LOL.

It is kinda hard to communicate with her for me. I am not sure what she is like? Could she take jokes? Teases? She is so similar to my friend. They both look serious all the time. I dun even know what she likes.
How can i continue to like her? Right? GOD give me a sign please. Anyways i just hope that the princess will find her prince and be happy forever after. I wish her all the best in her studies, O levels, feelings and life.
If you dunno who i am talking about so be it. XD IT IS BETTER. HAHAHAHHA.

Jaa Minna-san Watashi wa Tachibana Yuuki desu and i am signing off. GANBATTE KUDASAI. JA