Hey it been quite a long time since i posted anything. Well today lets talk about my feeling on some personal stuff. So recently i confessed to the girl i really like for 3 years now. After that for the pass few days it was quite hard to talk to her, she doesn't reply my SMS much because she is busy. We seldom talk in school as i am not sure how to start a conversation with her. Maybe is because i think i might become to boring to her. I have so much question to ask her but i should not flood her with question as she may find it irritating. Questions? Do you like me? Do you have anyone else in mind? How are you feeling today? Do you dislike me? Am i annoying?
This questions pop up on my head. Are you busy/free? Are you avoiding me?
I want to know more about you. I need to know. She may not be one of the most beautiful girls out there but something about her attracts me. You may ask, "How do you know you love her?" My answer will be, "How? Let me ask you one question, if you see someone you love talking to someone else of the same gender as you and she look really happy and interested, would you become jealous? Because i do. I do not why, i seen her talking to other guys although i do not know what is the topic but i do get jealous. I won't stop her to talk with other guys but i will get jealous i know it. I even dream about being with her before, continuously for a few days. All this answer my love for her." But in reality, i do not know what she is feeling but sometimes i can feel her or see her being sad or angry. I am not sure if i am really right about that but if i am correct i wan to know why. Well let stop it here and go on to another topic.
The next topic is about a friend of mine. I shall not put out his/her name but if he/she read this maybe he/she will know who i am talking about. This friend of mine was a very good friend, yes he/she is a very good friend but something about him/her pisses me off. Maybe the attitude, personality, style, view on life and etc. This friend of mine is helpful, smart, polite and really hardworking. Compared to me. Rude, think i am the best, disregard other's feelings and straight up lazy. Up to this point the person reading should know who i am talking about due to respect i shall not talk about his/her name. I hate him/her for some reason i do not really know. Maybe i do and just do not want to talk about it if not i will get really angry about it. Well anyways this been my feelings for the pass few weeks or days. For the following days i really hope things will change. Maybe i should talk to her more. *sigh* Well this been another post by Tachibana Yuuki until then Byebye.
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